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WHO CARES!

to person one: are you happy?

to person two: life is really not that bad.

to person three: please just leave me the heck alone.

to person four: i’m sorry.

to person five: you’re a mystery.

it wasn’t very kind of me to write that last post.

really, i am happy for you.  it was just… really… shocking to read that line.

i wish we could hang out again sometime.

but i understand if you still don’t want to.

best wishes,

- jen

…which you’re probably not…

that was like a bath in icy water.  and a slap in the face.

you have every right to be happy right now.

and i’m not going to call you and tell you this and ruin your happiness.

i’ll just leave you alone.

goodbye?

this short poem is an experiment
an attempt to show you how life has been
changed my major now i am free
to do what means something to me
bought a brand-new iPod touch
decided boys were just too much
stopped biting my nails, and it is true
that i ended the reign of cutting too
some relationships came to an end
but i have beautiful, faithful, kind girlfriends
life is no longer about me, Jennifer
but the One who calls me his own daughter
the One who for me continually searches
with His Son’s blood i have been purchased.

- jennifer

nervously tapping fingernails.

trying to just relax.

it’s probably nothing, right?

i went into class and my group was presenting our project.

today.

i didn’t know what to do so i turned around and walked out of the room.

i thought for sure the presentation was on thursday.